Friends?!

I'm so gonna start studying today...

YEP. UH HUH THAT'S ME.
NO BUTS.

I can't wait to change classes...I mean I wanted to start a new life next year. Plus, there's a big test going on next year. I HAVE 2 do well cause I did well a few years ago on my first big test when I was 12.
Yup. I got straight As. Star pupil I know.
But that seriously doesn't cover the fact that I'm lonely @ class. Please do not think that popular students get the highest score. I mean, Agnes is one of the popular girls in school but she flunked her test and doesn't give a shit about that either.
Don't get me wrong, I have tons of friends but I just don't DO stuff they do like acting all sophisticated when you are actually NOT. I'm still the girl inside fangirling about EXO and SHINee and still sucked lollipops when I'm sad.
That's it.
Besides, I never touched makeup b4. And never wore high heels and I just don't DO sexy.
I think I'm popular because I have a pretty decent face.
Well, I could really thank God for that.
I wished I could have one really best friend instead of lots of normal friends you hang out with @ school.
But, I doubt that.
I'm depressed. (SIGHS*) To the shower.
AGAIN.

On Strike

I'm so bored... /.\ 

I got 3rd in the whole form :D

My hard work paid off :)))

Now my mom have no reason to stop me from stalking my boys   

Do you have a feeling that sometimes in a few months you will be on strike and you wish you could just stay @ home lying, not sleeping, on your bed and think about things you've never thought about...

I do.

And in a very young age... :(

It's like ON STRIKE mentally. 

ZELO (B.A.P YOUNGEST MEMBER)

You wish you can just leave your mind blank but your body just can't keep control and do the things you do everyday. 

Like, doing your daily homework, chores, work, stuff like that...

Sucks.

I wish my life could be a bit different...

You see Zelo!? He became a star when he was like, what? 16? 

And now he's following B.A.P around the world meeting everyone.

Not that I wanted to do that...

Go back to reality Jen Jen, Zelo's like that cause he's the lucky one. 

And maybe because he have the ability (?)

Let's not talk about him. 

I'm not going to talk about anything now.

I'm going 2 sleep. 

Night.

 

HAPPY 1000 VIEWERS! MUSIC BANK LATER! EXO WIN PLEASE!@@

HAPPY 1000 VIEWERS! 

MY NEW LIP BUTTER

I LOVE MINHYUK

It's actually 1001...still increasing :)

Thanks all for giving me lots of luhve and support :D

I'm really enjoying licking my Watermelon Lip Butter now 

It's so yummy~~~

Still in a Minhyuk Mode, it's been officially 7 days I'm in depressing luhve with him >v<

I didn't eat lunch these days because I don't have the appetite so I don't feel like eating...

Besides, I have to cut down on my calories so my face won't be fat like my friend Yokie. xD

EXO JIAYOU! FIGHTING!

Should I do plastic surgery? 

No. I don't DO things like that...I don't even like makeup if you didn't count lip gloss or lip butter. 

I can't wait to see Music Bank later on KBS live. 

I can't believe EXO won last week! They won on Ingikayo too! It's unbelievable since they are still newbies... ---------------------------------------------->

AND IT'S ALREADY THEIR 4TH WIN! (21/6/13)

Many Luhve 4 EXO & MINHYUK THEN :*

#XOXO#BTOB#MINHYUK#BODY SHOP#LIP BUTTER#BOOK#WiFi LAGALOT

I'm writing a good news today! :)

I went shopping yesterday with my mom cause my brother needs new stationery for his new school year. Uh...because he's going to transfer to a new school next week. 

Whatever.

I bought a book there anyway..

I always buy books cause I like reading. :D

Besides reading, I've been really into watching BTOB MTV DIARY these days....

And now...I'm so obsessed with Minhyuk!!! @@ -------->

Oh ma gawd..He's so....asdfghhjkl  >< 

Ahahaha~

But I've trouble watching them cause my WiFi's been lagging a lot recently..

Maybe because I downloaded too many songs (?)

Anyway, here comes the best part:

I BOUGHT THE XOXO ALBUM BY EXO~~~~~~ 

I only bought the M version since I understand what they sing and I kinda like EXO M better...But you know what they say....WE ARE ONE!

So no hard feelings :')

I didn't listened to it yet but I expect I'll do it tonight when I start working on my Science homework...

I guess personally it's not that expensive since it only costs me 90$ I expect Korean albums to be more expensive than others around 100$ to 200$++

I saved around 300$ since last year. So I saved the rest for next year's album...I already have  both, their first mini album, and their first album...

Besides, who knows they will come out a second mini album by 

the end of the month?

Hmm....I doubt that,..

Anyway, my mom told me I was stupid because of spending 90$ on people that don't even know I exist..

Seriously mom, 90$ is nothing these days...NUHTHING!

But deep inside my heart I'm really scared..

Did I bought the album too quickly? 

What if they have a repackaged one? 

What if they have 2 versions of the all the songs in 1 album for 100$? 

Uhkay the third one is stupid there's no way on God's green earth will they have such a cheap album. 

I'm not stupid and I certainly think SM is not stupid either.

To calm myself down, I eventually went to Body Shop and bought myself a Watermelon lip butter. 

THE END :@

DARE TO DREAM

I think dreaming is something very special and dreams are like something you wish to achieve in the future.

(Maybe it's something you just do for fun. I do that all the time~ but we are not talking about this kind of dream, are we?)

NO.

But I think dreams can come true if you want them to. It's really sad that some people just give up on trying after failing on the first time. You can't always get what you want, and it's really important if we put in a lot of effort to achieve the goals in our lives.

You said everyone said you'll fail, everyone knew you wouldn't be able to make it to the finishing line. Even if the words are dirty and upsetting.  Those words are just the words of the ignorant people. Seriously, are you going to give in? Or are you going to prove them wrong?

Failing?

God please. You are still too young for that.

I mean, if you doubt yourself, I really think nothing is going to work out for you.

You want a high position by just sitting in your room? Then, sorry for the reminder but life isn't a game.

It's time for you to wake up and face the hard core reality.

In fact, I'm the strong type of person. Not because I was born this way, but because I had to stay strong.

I guess that's how life really is. I know there will be millions of people out there waiting to see me fall and there might be times when I fell in a slump, but I’ve never thought of giving up. :D

We should always think and move forward, challenge yourself and just do what you want to do and perhaps more motivated for self-improvement, is something equally important. You really can't be over-confident with yourself, but not being optimistic isn't a good thing either!

It's not a faraway dream as long as you have that much passion in it, and that passion gives you responsibility. I think it's time to prepare yourself to take the responsibility for your life and be ready to stand up.

"No matter how hard or difficult something is, I will always be positive and smile like an idiot." EXO/ EXO-K CHANYEOL.

 

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia! Naega Chae-il Chalaga~

It's Day 7 (or is it 8? I lost count! ><)
And my phone's still not working T.T
Why?!?!?!?!? 
If my phone had stopped working, that means I won't be able to update my Facebook, and I can't check out my twitter, plus I won't be able to watch Hello Baby on YouTube...T.T
WHAT'S GOING ON!?
Sucks xP
I just came back from Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia! Cause my daddy works there...
He comes back every Saturday and goes back 2 KL on Sunday m(._.)m 
We slept in my aunt's house cause my dad only rented a an apartment so it's gonna be crowded.
Anyway, I liked my aunt's house...it's like one of the award-winning designer houses you see on magazines & stuff...
I gave my aunt a grapefruit body butter from Body Shop to my aunt as a thank you gift.
It's nothing really...they have 70% discount..so I guess it doesn't mean anything to me >v<
I don't think there's much to talk about in KL...
I go there like, every holiday since last year../.\
My homework's not done yet...I always waited till the last minute :3
There's only like 4 days till school starts! 
Gasp! Omg! O.O!!!
I hate school.
Well, not often....
Sometimes.
I just can''t believe time flies so fast...and now mom's pressuring me about grades already when my examinations just finished 2 weeks ago...:'(
I can't see my grades when school reopens...I DON'T HAVE THE EYES 2 SEE ><
It's gonna come out uhkay...
It always will. I'm nervous of NOTHING!
NUH~~~THING~~~~~!!
I AM THE BEST :PPPP