I wanna Scream & Shout~

I have seriously big pressure here.... there's still 14 days till my mid term exam @@ That's why I'm so obsessed with playing party Retro music - fun & perfect 4 releasing stress  =￣ω￣=
Last year I got 10th in the whole school actually (*¯︶¯*)
And I'm hoping to go up a few places like 7th maybe (?)
Easy, one step @ a time babies ~
but how could it be that simple?!
Σ( ° △ °|||)︴
I can't drop out of 10 and strictly must have a B average~ Serious
But I didnt even touched my Geography text book! ~T_T~ and there will be a small test on Friday! O_O!!!
And I wanted to stay up late to study but I'm getting so sleepy o(╯□╰)o
I wonder if a cup of coffee and sugar biscuits will help me through the night?
Or maybe I will just wake up early tomorrow to start studying.....
Oh well, both options sounds great... ╮(╯▽╰)╭
I will post this week's song on Friday... (・へ・)
Till then,
JEN Jen ♚

Why So Serious+What's your Name+I did Wrong

Seriously, I'm so busy right now >< 
My mid term exam will start on 14/5 and I'm still not ready yet!
That includes my History and Geography @@ I hate it when I get a B... but in middle school I don't think u have a choice...I'm really lucky I haven't got a C ...
Well, I did once...
Last year maybe..(?)
But guess it's not my fault when 2 hottest songs are out! (26/4/2013)
First, it's my one and only darling ....SHINee! 
After their new album-Dream Girl, their population really go skyrocket! Serious.
But too bad Lee Hi won 1st @ Ingikayo ... I won't bitch about her ...all fair's in love and music..
or so they think... But I really really think SHINee deserve THAT 1st place cause Lee Hi's only a newbie... uhkay...fine...moving on!
it's Why So Serious by SHINee!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgeAmF7bgoE
They r so addicting! But, Hello!? Where is Jonghyun!? Want my JJong back please T.T
2nd place goes to...
What's your Name by 4Minute!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-IJWqIHioA
I seriously think it's their best song so far! They r currently in number 1 right now @ most of the kpop charts...Wow to the power of 4Minute! Kim Hyuna! O.O 
I'm still finding the download link though...:(
Can't say that this is a new song but I can't stop listening to 2am's I Did Wrong!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yo0zsqa06ZE
The music video and the song brings my emotion in2 it...or is it my hormones? 
Well, u can't deny it when u see Jo Kwon in it! (You know.....the one with the headphones...yeah that's right the DJ in the link!) 
Every1 thinks he looks like a girl...but I think he's just plain cute :)
Oopsz, gotta go! My schedule today's been running late and I got a class to catch! ><
Luhves & million kisses:
Jen ~

Rainy days & B.A.P & bad news

It's a rainy season in my place now ヽ(^。^)ノ That's cool cause the weather won't be so hot and we get to skip sports classes outside ↖(^ω^)↗ Anyway, I just won 3rd place in the Reciting poem competition! GO me! :))) I can't believe I won over 23 contestants... Plus, it's my first time and I think it wasn't bad at all :D Mom bought me a Japanese Cherry Blossom body lotion & a extra large strawberry body bath from Body Shop as a gift ♥ But my papaya body wash from skin food is not finish yet and I'm extremely dying to use the strawberry one from body shop (>_<) Oh well.... Next, I'm like totally in luhve with B.A.P right now ♡ especially leader Yongguk and maknae Zelo (*¯︶¯*) they r so cute In fact my aunt is buying me their latest album One Shot *^O^* You know as a congratulatory present.... #^_^# I'm so into their reality shows, but u know I better pull myself together cause exam's just 2 weeks away (・へ・) Don't worry I got it covered, I always do ♚ Now comes the bad news: MY performance in the school concert is canceled Q_Q The teacher in charge - Mrs Ann told me I have to give others a chance to perform since I'm not the first time performing, and she said I'll still have many CHANCES coming in my way .. Gosh, I've to let the other losers take my place because they don't have chance to go on stage?! X﹏X Whatever, but it's so unfair I've to cancel my dance for the losers that obviously don't have anything in Them....Seriously, I'm planning to dance Miss Right by Teen Top cause the music's cute and funky and I've already planned the special effects during our dance.. I've discussed it with my dance partner Tracy... But since it's canceled, one thing I know for sure is that I'm not going to my school concert this year,and I bet it's gotta be the year's worst event EVER! I mean they practically canceled all the best performance including my seniors who's going to dance I got A boy by Girls Generation. Which Im positively sure they are going to be a hit after my dance of course.. Whatever..I'm seriously annoyed but definitely not going 2 spoil ma waiting mood 4 my B.A.P album! <(｀^´)> By your queen forever: Jen Jen ♚

Pray 4 Korea ...and me :(((

I think my toothache is getting worse by the minute...~T_T~
I only slept 4 like 2 hours last night because my tooth hurts so bad and I don't want to eat too much painkiller
So I miss school today too
Thats 2 days already
I can't believe it besides my aunts funeral last year, I didn't miss school for more than a day
Thinking back 2 all my social disasters @ school,health problems and the days of bad luck
......This is so not my year...
Literally (・へ・)
It just feels so weird not going 2 school and miss out all the fun stuffs like Agnes falling down the stairs @ school and everyone laughing without me yesterday
It's No fun @ all staying @ home besides eating strawberry salads and sleeping through the whole afternoon just 2 avoid painkillers
o(╯□╰)o
I heard that North Korea is attacking south korea.... (I can't just lie in my bed all day can I?)
They can't be serious right?
Σ( ° △ °|||)︴
What will happen 2 SHINee? Exo? and all the other kpop artists???
Let's pray 4 them every minute 2 make sure they r still alive
Since I've nothing 2 do anyway..
And I did better start praying 4 myself too... The choir competition is only days away and if my teeth isn't better I'll miss the competition >o<... not that I wanted to competite so badly it's just that they give you 5 extra credit points for the next language exam...
I maybe living in my own world most of the time but I'm not stupid ♚
Start praying 4 Korea and double J is u want both of us 2 live ♥

Sick + 2 the dentist = Unfabulous & You gotta move on to live

It's not even over a month and I'm SICK again! :'(
This is so not fair...I've a bad toothache and my grandma said its because of the hot weather or it's maybe because of  too many sugar...
Hello!? Too many sugar!? Is there even such a thing???
Uhkay, so anyway...they said I have to pull my teeth off to get rid of the pain but now it's swollen and the dentist can't do anything...
PULL MY TEETH OFF!?!?!?
Um, actually to be precise its just the very last tooth @ the back of my mouth..and it hurts soooo bad :/
The doctor said I had to go 2 the dentist 2 see what she says after I get rid of the swollen tooth she gave me painkillers and antibiotics to 'de-swell' it...
My mum said she will call the dentist 2day to have an appoinment after I "de-swell" my tooth
Painkillers and Antibiotics?
They are not exactly my best friends...
In fact, after I ate them today I felt that my insides started to churn and throw up in the toilet but thank god for my good aiming at the toilet bowl :)))
But then my throat felt hot and scratchy and I felt so sick and un-fabulous.. :O
Plus, I didnt go 2 school 2day either T.T
I already made up with Lay and we r friends again...she explained to me through the phone that it's a misunderstanding and we r fine...
But I still hadn't made up with the others yet...I've 2 befriend them again so I could use them 2 do my work @ school...better having more friends than more enemies right?
Besides, we r switching 2 different class next year so I doubt that I'll be spending my time with those bitches again...x))
You know what they say.......
You gotta move on to live ;)

worst week look down NOW!

Oh Em Gee.......I officially declared that this is the worst week. 
EVER.
I previously mentioned my friend Lay @ school...and well..I don't know what really gotten in2 her but she became a lesbian and confessed it 2 me 5 days later....
Psycho much?
But a lot of my friends became lesbians this year and it is friggin weird.. but that's what happen in an all girls school right...
I don't really approve...But..Hey, everybody have their rights right?
Totally.
So, when we so happen 2 b studying Science, I whispered 2 Lay "Remember u told me u r not goin 2 be a lesbian? R u really going 2 b 1?" 
She looked upset but she didn't answer me...
Little did I know that she cried during lunch hour.
Which left every1 telling me off 4 being nosy.
Excuse me! It's not my fault she's a cry baby! I have no intention of hurting her.
Uhkay, mayb I did...A little.But...
Y SO SERIOUS!?
I felt that every friend betrayed me and I found myself cursing her 2 throw up all those luxury dinners I invited her when I knew that she's poor...
So that leaves me in the library hiding. Like a Loser 
That Bitch...Im gonna give her a box of tissues 4 her birthday present.
Gawd, I don't give a shit 4 any of them cause 2day I found out they r not my real friends at all
I consult my mom about this, but she said that "Honey, this world is fake..U don't expect 2 have a true friendship with anyone...Besides, don't fight with them, u know not every1 is as well taught as u r, u will ruin my image in the end"
Wow, I thought her image was ruined years ago by my brother.
WTF should I do....It's my first time friendless...should i remain my neutral expression? Like what I always do...or should I hang out with Chermaine the loser n ask her bout where 2 hide during lunch time... I controlled my expression lots of time...But I'm afraid if I hide it any longer...
Im gonna kill some1.
Yup, u guessed it. Hypocritical Slut Lay..
@ least I learned a valuable lesson:NEVER TRUST ANYONE
I may have survived this week. But there's loads 2 come...
Don't worry bout me, I will seek revenge 1 way or another.
LOTSOFLUHVES:
JEN JEN